really was a roller coaster ride this year. this year i cried a lot. my eyes were swollen like never before. but this year was also the year that I've healed the most. the year that I felt i was the closest to myself. discovered a new chapter of me. that I'm glad for. i pushed myself to move and walk to leave the past. i thought I couldn't do that, but then everything was easy afterward. i smiled from my heart. i feel content now. im thankful for all the things that happened in 2022. and im hoping for new adventures and discoveries in 2023! cant wait to love myself even more :)
everything seems like a wave. crashing me, pulling and pushing me to the middle of the sea. its like im not bothered by it. but slowly dragging me to uncertainty. its prone to change me to a new skin.
...... Teringat pada satu kisah penduduk Basra yang pada masa itu sedang dilanda masalah sosial. Kebetulan mereka didatangi oleh ulama besar yang bernama Ibrahim bin Adham. Penduduk Basra pun mengadukan nasibnya kepada Ibrahim bin Adham. "Wahai Abu Ishak (gelaran Ibrahim bin Adham), Allah berfirman dalam al-Qur'an agar kami berdoa. Kami penduduk Basra sudah bertahun-tahun berdoa, tetapi mengapa doa kami tidak dimakbulkan Allah?". Ibrahim bin Adham menjawab, " Wahai penduduk Basra, kerana hati kalian telah mati dalam sepuluh perkara. Bagaimana mungkin doa kalian akan dimakbulkan oleh Allah?". 1. Kalian mengakui kekuasaan Allah, tetapi kalian tidak memenuhi hak-hak-Nya. 2. Setiap hari kalian membaca al-Qur'an, tetapi kalian tidak mengamalkan isinya. 3. Kalian selalu mengaku cinta kepada Rasul, tetapi kalian meninggalkan sunnahnya. 4. Setiap hari kalian membaca ta'awuz, berlindung kepada Allah dari syaitan yang kalian sebut sebagai musuh, tetapi setiap ...
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