The Ordinary Me

"Move on. Even if you loose something good."  In this life, certain things are inevitably and yet undescribable to our own self. We never did expect that the worse really happened to our lifes. Its like things like that only happen in the movies. But yeah, youll never know what your future might holds. God has planned it. Well enough so that we can digest it slowly and agree that in this world, you have to be bold. We might loose something precious to us. That we think we wont ever be apart from that happiness. Because you promised yourself that you will guard it and protect it with all your will. But forgot that the happiness that was with you all the time, was not yours forever. Allah can do what He is willing to . And He knows whats best for His slaves. Because even though you like something, doesnt mean it is good for you. And vise versa. And this part of my life of growing up, i noticed too. That i had lost some good things in my life. Yet some people too. Becaus...

Assalamualaikum dan hai. Tak tahu lah. Actually dah banyak kali rasa gini. Sedih tapi boleh ketawa juga. Murung tapi tetap senyum. Cakap tabah banyak kali tapi tetap rasa nak nangis. Entah. Mungkin sebab diri ini sudah jauh dari Allah tulah hati selalu ndak tenang. Tulah nak handle some undescribable situation pun tak boleh :"( Ya Allah apalah nak jadi dengan diri ni. Sometimes, i just need a friend to listen. Who is willing to lend me some time just to be there. Who will know what words to say to make me feel better. Sebab bak kata smeone kat twitter, "kau pendampun, lama lama kan meletup jg". Yup. Shes right. And maybe im about to explode. Ats. Naah. Im not that pathetic lol. And i dont know whats happening w my bestfriend. We tend to not talk to each other. It hurts. I mean, i do miss her. But dont know why i didnt text her, ws, wechat, or anything to her lately. I dont know what to say anymore. Bcs, she wouldnt mind either if i do or not :( Last night, i dre...